Eternal ~ Brides of the Ovedani Book 1
The ramblings of award winning, bestselling author, Tianna Xander. For lovers of any Paranormal, sci-fi romance and erotic rpmance.
Friday, December 03, 2021
Brides of the Ovedani Book #4 Available for preorder.
When the sexy and sarcastic vampire hunter Tara finds her fate colliding with a powerful vampire, she’s thrust into a dangerous fight for her life. Hunted by a sinister enemy and forced to rely on Gideon for protection, she can’t help but find him impossible to resist…
Struggling to maintain control of himself
and grappling with centuries of pain, Gideon sees a glimmer of light in Tara.
For the first time, dying is no longer an option. But if their enemies catch up
to them, he risks losing her forever…
Can Gideon keep Tara safe from the forces
determined to destroy her? Or will the fear of losing his newfound mate be
enough to push him over the edge?
Short Excerpt:
“What
did you just say to me?” I grasped his arm. “I mean it, darn it. Tell me what
you keep saying to me in Italian.”
“Vivo solo per i tuoi baci.”
He
leaned forward, giving me another slow, passionate kiss that made my insides
melt like heated butter.
“Loosely
translated, it means I live only for your
kisses.”
I
glanced down, unable to meet his gaze while my face burned.
No
one had ever said anything so romantic to me before. I peered up at him, unsure
if he was serious or if it was just a line. Something he used on the women with
whom he planned to have sex.
“Why
do you say that?”
“I
have thought of little else since I first saw you when we met.” He held my attention,
his dark eyes intent as he searched my expression for something.
“For
centuries, I searched for a mate, for a woman who would complete me. In absence
of such a woman, I wished for someone, anyone, who could make me feel… anything.”
He took my hand in his and placed a passionate kiss against my palm.
“After
searching for so long, I thought my heart had withered. I thought it long dead.”
For a moment, he
stared down, his thumb caressing the back of my hand.
“I
found myself thinking darker and darker thoughts as the years passed until I
could no longer stand the dark shadows filling my soul.”
With
his head bent over my hand, I couldn’t see his expression, or his eyes—not that
either would have revealed much. They rarely did.
“It
was as though I had lived my life in a perpetual night, with no promise of the
sun.”
He
lifted his head, his intent focus holding mine.
“Then
I saw you sitting in the kitchen at Casa
Sicura. You were a beacon shining through the darkness. Your scent is that of
the sweetest honey, your skin the velvety softness of a perfect flower.”
My stomach flipped at his earnest words. Either my judgment was lacking, or he meant every word he said.
“I saw you and my heartbeat raged out of control, my breathing stopped and I realized, in that perfect moment, I didn’t want to breathe if I couldn’t draw in the scent of your beautiful hair or the glorious honey of your very being.
“Impossibly,
I forgot the centuries of loneliness when I looked into your lovely,
midnight-blue eyes and saw the stars of a darkened sky.”
Slowly,
deliberately, he kissed the tips of each of my fingers.
“If
just one of your kisses can bring my dead heart to life, what could two or
three accomplish? Perhaps a miracle, yes?”
He
stared at my lips for a minute, his expression so intense, I almost grabbed him
by the ears and dragged him to me for another passionate kiss.
I
didn’t because I wanted to hear more. I yearned to hear more. I think I needed to
hear him say the words as much as he needed to say them.
“I
live to kiss your sweet lips because life just isn’t worth living without doing so.
Only you have returned the light to the darkness inside me, and I adore you for
it. What is life without the light? What is breath without life? Before you, I barely
existed. With you, my heart sings and I live.”
Saturday, February 27, 2021
Hello!
One of these days I'm going to remember I should post here more often. I'm trying, really I am.
With things going the way they are, and the vaccine released, people signing up to get the vaccine and covid-19 (with any luck at all) moving toward the horizon for its sunset goodbye, we need to remember to be grateful for everything in our lives.
Be grateful for your family and friends, the fact that your needs are met, (providing of course that they are met), and most of all be grateful to be alive. There are some out there who aren't as lucky as we are. Remember, no matter how difficult you might think your life is, there is always someone out there who isn't as lucky as you are. It might be hard to believe sometimes but it's true.
Before my husband and I got our truck and camper we used to think people who had trucks and campers were lucky, rich even. Then we got our camper and we were happy for a while. Then, after a few months, that happiness wore off. Why? Because now that we had a camper and truck, we wanted a better camper and truck.
It wasn't because we bought a handyman special, though we did. Now that we've fixed it up it's awesome! The reason we were no longer happy was that we had gotten used to being able to hitch-up and go. One day, we were in our rig on our way to a campground and watching a nice Class A motorhome drive by us. My husband looked at me and said, "Wow, that's nice. Wouldn't it be nice to be that lucky?"
It made me think for a minute. Since I've always been a glass-half-full kind of girl, I looked at him and replied, "Remember when we didn't have a truck and camper and we thought those with even the oldest, and most rundown campers were lucky to have what they had because we didn't have it?"
Hubby: "Yes." I could tell by the look on his face that he thought he was about to be schooled. LOL
He got quiet for a minute and then said, "Do you think there are people who look at us and think we're lucky because they don't have what we have?" Smart man!
Me: "I'm sure there is someone out there somewhere thinking that. Because we have the time and the wherewithal to do what we want and they don't."
The moral of my story is, to try to be happy with what you have because THINGS are never going to make you truly happy. Only YOU can do that. YOU are the only person who can make you happy. Sure things and certain people can make you happy for a time, but when push comes to shove, YOU can choose to be happy even if you have nothing. Some of the happiest people in the world have had less than we do right now.
Until next time,
Tianna
Friday, January 01, 2021
Happy New Year!
It's snowing, the wind is blowing, and it's cold, both inside and outside. But today is still a beautiful day! The ground is white with fresh snow, the kids are having fun outside and away from their video games and this is the first day of a New Year.
With luck, gone are the trials of last year and I am hoping 2021 will be a year to remember. Not because of the bad things that happen, but because of the good. The aligning of the planets on the solstice and the good energy so many people have shared around the world.
That said, I hope everyone had a wonderful holiday and everyone around the world has learned that sharing good things filled with hope and laughter is what the world needs instead of concentrating on the negative and bringing everyone down with you.
Love yourself, and love your family, friends and neighbors, and we will fill this year with love and joy around the world.
Happiness comes from within, not without. The poorest people in the world have been happy because they surround themselves with those they love.
Happy New Year!
Tianna
Monday, November 30, 2020
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the Christmas spirit wasn’t going to be easy this year.
Kat had always loved Christmas and to her,
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“Fantasy
vacation, huh?” After boxing up her lunch, Kat stuffed her check into the
pamphlet and headed for the register. At this point, she didn’t care if she won
a free trip. Her priority was to make sure Bella experienced the magic of
Christmas, no matter what her mother’s hardships might be. Everything else
paled in comparison.
“So,
are you going to apply for a spot before they fill up for the holidays? I would
if I were you. That Santa’s Village thing is right up your alley.” Brenda
guzzled her wine and set her glass on the counter before reaching for the
bottle. “Listen to your best friend and go.”
“Do
you really think I should?” Kat chopped up two more carrots and threw them into
a bowl on top of some lettuce and celery. Picking up the small onion she’d
peeled, she sliced it into thin strips and tossed that into the bowl.
“Do
you really want to know what I think?” Brenda raised a brow and poured a
generous amount of red wine into her glass before holding it up in a mock
toast. “Bon voyage.”
“Thanks
for the encouragement, but I’d rather talk to sober Brenda right now, thankyouverymuch.”
“I’m
sober. At least for the time being.” Brenda set down her glass, rested her
hands flat on the counter and leveled her gaze. “Go. You deserve a break and
some time away before you start a new job. You work harder than anyone else I know.
Besides, when was the last time you had a vacation, anyway?”
“It’s
been a while,” Kat said with a sigh. She didn’t mind working hard. Not if it
meant providing for her daughter and making her happy.
Still, it had been too long since Kat had
gone anywhere. The last time she had taken more than a day or two off work had
been when Bella was born, and then again, when she’d discovered her daughter had a rare blood disorder.
Bella’s
condition was so rare, her daughter was the only known case.
“At
least I can keep my company insurance for another six months. I don’t know what
I’d do without it.” That was the thing that had frightened her the most.
“Stop
thinking about the money.” Brenda rolled her eyes. “Think with your heart for
once, instead of your head.”
“Don’t
you think I want to take Bella to the village? I just don’t know if I can
justify the expense. I should probably be careful what I spend my money on from
here on out.”
Kat
had called Brenda and headed home after picking up her daughter from her kindergarten
class, intending to make the reservations before she’d changed her mind.
As luck would have it, she hadn’t made it halfway home before the doubts started settling
in. She’d changed her mind when she’d thought about how much the trip would cost,
along with the gifts she planned to purchase her daughter for Christmas. Her
mind had changed yet again, the moment Bella had wrapped her arms around her
neck and said, “I love you, Mommy,” for no apparent reason.
“I
love you, Mommy.” Bella skipped into the kitchen. Her daughter had practically
chanted those words since she’d gotten in the car after school.
“Alright,
what do you want?” Kat grinned as she scooped the rest of the veggies up off
the counter and tossed them into the bowl. Those words always preceded a
request for something expensive or nearly impossible to attain.
“I
just love you.” Bella shrugged, took the stool next to Brenda and watched Kat
from the corner of her big, dark-violet eyes. “Mom?”
“Yes?”
Kat glanced up, giving her daughter her undivided attention, her wine glass
stalled at her lips.
They studied each other for a moment before
Bella said, “Can I have a daddy?”
“A
what?” Kat almost spit red wine all over her mother’s snow-white, hand
crocheted tablecloth she’d draped over the chair at the end of the table before
she’d started chopping vegetables.
“I
want a daddy.” Bella slouched in her seat, crossed her arms and stuck out her
bottom lip in an adorable pout.
“You’re
going to sprain that lip if you stick it out any farther, squirt.” Brenda
reached over and patted Bella’s head. “Keep it up. You might wear her down one
day.”
“She
will not
wear me down. Ever.” Kat glared at Brenda. “You’re
supposed to be on my side. I thought we both agreed we need men in our lives
about as much as the stupid televised sports that usually comes with them.”
“Maybe
I changed my mind.” Brenda swayed on her stool for a moment. “Hey, when’s
dinner going to be ready? I think I need to eat something.”
“I
told you not to drink so much.” Kat grabbed the bottle of wine just as Brenda
reached for it again. “You have had enough.” She pointed at Brenda
before turning her attention back to her daughter. “I can’t promise you a
daddy, sweetie, but how would you like to take a trip to Santa’s Village?”
A loud crack sounded just as she made her
offer to Bella. “What was that?” Kat rushed to the
window, searching the power lines, and wondering if they would lose their
electricity. That was all she needed. “It sounded like a transformer had
exploded.”
“No, Mommy.” Bella bounced up and down in her seat. “That’s the magic sound I that heared before. That means Santa is going to bring me a daddy."
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Friday, October 30, 2020
What Scares Me
It’s Halloween again so I compiled a list of things that
scare me. I figured this was a good time.
1. 1. Movies with cliffhanger endings, because you
know damn well it’s going to take at least two years to know what the hell
happens next. And that’s if the movie does well and they even come out with the
sequel. The same for books. Isn't everyone terrified of this?
2. 2. Eating the last slice of cake, pie or any other family favorite food. You know damn well if you eat it, someone else is going to complain that it was supposed to have been theirs.
3. 3. Spending money on car repairs. It never fails that
once you put five-hundred-dollars into that old clunker, something else is
going to break on it and your shelling out another five bills.
4. 4. Babies. It’s been so long since I held a baby, I think I might be afraid I’d drop it.
5. 5. Checking the bank account has been especially scary during these trying times. No one has any money to buy anything, yet the prices on everything has doubled or tripled. Figure that one out.
. 6. Breaking down on the side of the road scares me because of all the unnecessary violence against innocents.
7. 7. Spiders. I hate those creepy buggers.
8. 8. Mice. They might be cute in their own creepy little way but they’re nasty little creatures that poop on everything.
9. 9. It scares me that it appears as though the entire world is losing its sense of humor.
10. At the risk of sounding like a rant, what really scares me is when someone accuses me of copying an author I've never heard of, who published in 2017 when I released my first book with the same concept in 2012. Now, that scares me.
11. What scares me the most these days is losing someone to Covid-19.
I am trying to be funny in this new and strange, strange world. Please bear with me until I get my usual irreverence back.
Thursday, July 04, 2019
Fixing our Fifth Wheel
The man: “Well, if I’m Ethel, she’s going to do
something right for a change.” He pulls out his tablet, taps on the screen for
a few seconds and grins as he brings up a YouTube how-to video on hanging
wallpaper border.
We finished our border, and it looks great. Now I
just need to finish making those curtains. I look at my daughter…












